It Happens

Today i am feeling SAD, Upset, angry and .......I dont know...
My kido and hubby is asking what happen to you.....Did we did something to make u angry?
No! Then Why am I Upset? I dont know!!!
Am I angry on someone?
Am I annoyed of someone?
Am I Upset of something?
I want answere........
I am feeling horrible, restless, as if, I did something wrong!
As if, I betrayed someone!
As if I left someone behind! Whom I should be with!!!
Actually Breathless.......
Why? I don't know
It is late night, rainy outside and dark in my heart....
The best place I felt at this time is near window........
Generally, I don't open that window, a nice sitting place is there.....
Cold wind touched my skin and I felt as if it touched me within, slowly-slowly it reached my heart, embraced it, which was feeling dark.
And all of sudden it lighten up.
I closed my eyes and felt as if, I am flying in wind and met the lost friend...
Yes, I realised, the one I betrayed is "me".
The one who always helped me to perform my duties as mother, wife, friend, professional and many more characters, I forgot her.....
In performing my duties I just keep on expecting form her and gave her nothing in return.
Today, when she got tired and sick...I cant do a single thing...
I am nothing without her......and I forgot her?
But now onwards.....I will do my best to keep her happy, cheer her up, do things she like...and always hold her hand where ever I go....I will stop if she is tired....
Today I commit to Myself as well.

KARMA CHAKRA

Every religion speaks the same thing
Rewards or sufferings are the result of our own karma chakra.

I think it is true bcoz everybody's struggle, pain, suffering, rewards etc. are differrent from the other person, and karma Chakra can be the only reason for it. I don't think anything else can justify it.

But I wonder how this circle started?

Every religion and guru says about moksha as the ultimate goal of a soul. But I have another question, How a soul is formed?
When it got started?
How a soul got caught in the vicious circle of Karma Chakra?
What was the souls first act, when it steped in this circle?
Ultimate goal is moksha but, Where it came from?

I wonder who taught this world about that?

When I was a kid, I wonder how this earth formed?
Who were the firsts human being?
Although science answer that, but still there are some questions unanswered!!!

This Karma chakra so vicious and complex. A chakraview
Like Abhimanu, we know how to get in, But we need to be like Arjun,
we have to learn to come out of it too.

I am Sorry

Today after a long time I came to my best friends - Kagaz n Kalam.

I know, both of you are angry at me.
I took a long break, but I am sorry, I was so busy.
But today I want to be with you again, because you are my true friends.
No body else understands me better than you do. Thanks and promise me to be with me always.

U know I don’t have a specific thought today to talk about with you.
Instead, so many thoughts flowing in my mind which I am unable to line up.
I know, this is bcoz both of you are punishing me for being with you after a long time.

Plz plz plz forgive me this time.
I can't forget how you have stand by me on my tough moment,
Promise me to be the same for ever.
Thank you

Aim of Life

Do you ever thought, What is the aim of a person's life?

Sometimes I wonder where are we heading ?

What we want?

What we want to achieve?

Confused!!!

You must be thinking what rubbish!!!

I know what I want.

May be true.

But did u ever gave a thought what next, ONCE your aim if fullfilled?

According to you the answer is simple,

Let me achieve this first and then I will think next.

But wait a minute, give a thought to it………………..

What is aim of your life?

For an average Indian, education and a reputed job.

When that is achieved, what next?

For sometime a person get absorbed completely by his/her achievement.

But after sometime, the person want something more to carve for, so got married.

And now a completely new aim set, earn for family, make them happy.

But this won't seem enough, then again there is silence in life which need a baby to be filled with and life goes on like that.

I remember an episode of Alladin (cartoon series by disney), Where Alladin and princess came across a captain who travel in a cruise in the air, searching for a whale who have treasure in its body .

With great effort, they catch her. But then the captain realize that, to catch the whale is aim of his life. So he release her again, to give his life reason to live for.

In simple language, aim is the reason to live. Someone have big and other small.

But everybody have one, which is a reason in the form of blood in the body of Life.

So, what is your Aim? Be it small but have one.

Vision of Life - Colors

Today is "Holi", the festival of "colors".

So many colors.

White, blue, green, orange, yellow, purple, RED!!!

But do you ever thought of what are the meanings of colors in a person's life!!!

Lets take the color RED it is symbol of

Love

Passion

Marriage (सुहाग)

On the other way, it is also symbol of

Anger

Blood

Danger

Destruction

The color is one but vision is different.

Life's personal experience is what, which create vision of life ,

Every thing has two phase constructive of distructive.

Nobody is self responsible for its vision, there are situations, surroundings, family and …..

We can just hope that every one should have the constructive vision of life with lots of colors.

Everything Happens for Good

I have always been a firm believer of EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR GOOD.

And from time to time fate proved me correct.

I think in everybody's life it happens,

what is required is vision to see the glass is half full and not half empty. Person who see glass is half full can always learn from what happened and move on. And the person who only see glass as half empty always stick up in a place and can not fight for the betterment.

I know so many people argue how can this happen? If u fell down in a pathway, then how can it is good. But it is good. Because you learn keep your eyes on the pathway also so that you should not fell down from where u can not come out. One suffering always make u cautious of another , also make u brave to be prepared if u miss it.

If someone betrayed your trust, then also it is your fault, because u don't know whom to trust and whom not, Learn from it,

Learn whom you should trust and whom u should rely.

Don't give anybody next, the chance to betray you. So the glass is half full.

Always there is a way out for everything. Just keep your eyes open and the door is open.

Learn from your mistakes and move on

It is a personal experience.

Treasure of Inspiration pass on

After I cleared First level of my studied, I was 18.

My achievement was not a very great one, but it was after great difficulties, because I belong to a orthodox joint family where girls are associated more with name and fame than considering them as living being. So my victory was great,

Then there was a meeting of Lions club , where they asked me how I managed to do that?

I asked my father to answer because he was the one who pass on the treasure of words and inspiration to me which was given to him by my grandfather, when he was pursuing his exam. He was having tears in his eyes .

He felt, in any case I will not be through this exam. I thought the same when I was preparing for my exams. My father wrote me a letter which say -

Dear,

We bless you for your success,

you know I was in same trauma when I was with my traning as you are now. When people love us so much and rely on us, so much, we feel the fear of putting them down. We feel can we will prove them correct? But this is the moment where you have to work hard and not think about the result. Give your 100% and for rest, god is there. This is what my father said to me when I was in my tranning because I felt I can't do it.

Just put your efforts and forget the result, even if you will flunck you will taste the failure which will enhance the taste of success and the urge to achieve it. Thus you are at no loss, only profit.

Both the sides of the coin, you are the winner.

And I know you will win.

With love

Your father

And believe I WON.

Koshish means Keep Trying

Can u define what is KOSHISH (कोशिश) ?

Many people say there is nothing like trying, either you can do it or not.

If u want to do it, you can do it, otherwise Koshish is just an excuse.

This comment really made me think

Is koshish only a philosophy? How?

I think "Koshish" is a process to achieve a goal which is over and above a person's "Ability and Power"

Because, there lies a question, whether we can do it or not?

When there is fear that we can not do it, there comes the philosophy of "trying" before giving up.

कोशिश एक प्रयत्न है वो करने का जो हमारी शक्ति और समर्थ से परे है,

कोशिश एक डोर है उम्मीद और नउमीदी के बीच में,

कोशिश एक आशा है कामयाबी और नाकामयाबी के बीच में,

कोशिश, हिम्मत है निराशा को आशा में बदलने की |

A middle class Indian can well define "Koshish"

Because, foundation of a Middle class family lies in Keep trying to achieve what is out of their league .

Who fight every day for their basic requirements and still hope for a better tomorrow and keep trying to work for it.

Actually koshish is a process to increase our Ability and Power towards our Goal.

Once we achieve our goal then again the goal shifts itself to a higher degree,

Where again you need to work to increase your strength and stamina.

Think of a runner up in a 1000 mt. race who lost with just a few seconds.

Does it mean he hadn't put his effort to it , if no then what is the reason of his failure?

How one will console him? Keep trying, don't lose hope, next time you will win,

And he will stand up with new hope and work hard to increase his stamina for another few seconds,

Thus his journey from this race to next race carried by KOSHISH means keep trying.

I believe that every thing in this world lies in Hope and Keep trying.

If Koshish will not be there then every body will jump into a decision, " I can do it or I can't do it"

There will be no rewards for Hard work, Honesty, sufferings to achieve etc. and achievements will not be important as they are with the philosophy of Koshish.

Imagine the world without Koshish, there will be,

No hardwork,

No sufferings to achieve,

No importance of Achievements,

No faliure ,

No Learnings,

Thus no refinement of skills.

Which leads to no improvements,

And the world will get stagnant.

Kagaz aur Kalam - Best friends

There are millions and millions of books, literature and vedas. They take us to the glorious past and astonishing future in imagination with there words.

What inspire a person to write something?

What make a person to pick a pen and paint the picture in imagination with there powerful words?

"WORDS" the best way to express. Everybody can not Paint. But everybody can write Like I do.

I think in everybody's life there is something which is inspiring, which makes him think and think, When these thoughts take control over him, the person starts putting things on words. To relieve oneself from the burden of thinking.

Actually, I feel that way.

I write,

When I get extremely happy,

When I get extremely sad,

When I am proud of being a mother,

When I get irritated,

When I get sarcastic, that I know, if I will not relieve my self, I will hurt someone.

When there is fight of thoughts in my mind, Mind becomes the land of war. And the two forces are Positive thoughts and negative thoughts. Mind which work with a steady speed, all of a sudden starts running like a speed racer car. To gain lost control over it I put my thoughts in words.

Why so? Why only write and not speak?

Because when u speak u need a patient listener, who understand your thoughts and feelings the same way as they are in your heart, who have faith in you. But this is impossible. At that moment, only pen and paper posses all the qualities of best friends

A best friend, who understand what is bothering you,

Who listen to you and not question you,

Who understands you better that you do your self

Who take all your worries and let you take sound sleep and restful days,

Who keep all your secrets in it and never utter a word.

Isn't Kagaz and Kalam are the best friends of everybody.

"Dhayan" The source of Positive Energy

"Dhayan"

What is it? How to practice it?

Good Question. But answer is as simple as the Question.

It is actually sitting silently and concentrating your energy, thoughts and soul in between eyebrows.

It is assumed in Indian vedas that soul resides there.

When you feel every thing is negative or not right.

Sit silently in Sukhasan i.e. comfortable posture, practice dhayan facing East.

When you close your eyes and try to concentrate, after 10 seconds ,you will feel as things, be it good or bad are going on in your memory like a motion picture.

But try to push negative thoughts away as you push Bad guys away from your home.

Body is the home of soul.

Your positive energy will come in and you will feel a light covering your surrounding.

Body will feel lighter as if conquered the Gravitational Force.

You will feel light hearted and find a way to come out of your problem.

Mind with Anger, restlessness etc., can never suggest the right answer.

Instead a cool, calm and mind full of positive energy will give the correct answer to every problem.

Let the Positive Energy flow in.

Life is not like a movie where there is a written happy ending. Instead life is a sum of so many movies Where we have to give it a happy ending.